A tad triggered
January 9, 2022
The energy has been building to this day.
First, it is the First Quarter Square of the Moon, where it appears half dark and half light, in the sign of Aries, a moment that asks us to CLAIM who we are becoming, to align with the seed intention we planted on the new Moon last Sunday.
Second we have Mars (behavior) and Lilith (fear and shame) facing off in an opposition and both of them are Square to Neptune (our multidimensionality). Don’t worry if you don’t fully understand what squares and opposition’s mean, or what this could possibly mean for you personally. Not knowing any of this specific information gives you a bit of an advantage. You can feel the day and notice what happens for you.
My notes for this year advised us to confront any fear or shame we may have around what others may think, or about the truth of how we feel about our story. See how our story has caused us to act from shame in an avoidance of truth, and receive spiritual epiphanies to allow our growth to shift that behavior.
I actually feel like we will handle this showdown with a lot of grace, since Venus (or receptivity) and the Sun (our consciousness) joined in the same space yesterday to create a graceful opening of our heart, and the Moon (our embodied experience) is in a harmonious trine with Mars (our behavior).
Regardless of how we “handle it”, pay close attention to anything that feel misaligned for you. A story (lie) or behavior that you do that feels less than in integrity, but done to skirt a truth that you feel ashamed of. Why do you feel afraid or ashamed? There may be a nugget of gold down in the bottom of that trigger. Use this moment to keep digging. If not now then when?
Astrology never lets up. If you are offered an opportunity to hit a trigger, use it wisely.
Good luck.