Too small, too big

February 11, 2022

Any strange dreams last night? Fearful thoughts this morning about the massive changes you are considering or currently implementing? Wanting to curl back into your comfort zone but realizing that it isn’t comfortable either, so you guess you just have to grow?

We could either receive or deliver news about something that will shift the foundational and fundamental way we relate to VALUE, today. Even if this feels like a declaration you make for yourself, you will feel the death of an old way you produced measurable value in the past, creating space for something far more true and aligned.

This is why the old thing is not comfortable anymore. We've outgrown it. This is why we feel a little fear about what is to come. It feels big.

THE GAP space is the grace that we will walk through from now till the first week of March. Let us be label-less. Let us be congruent, if only for this moment. Let us have faith in knowing that this is all part of our alignment.

This evening the Moon moves into Cancer so we will be feeling the emotional impact of our last couple of weeks. This will be the response to either feeling nourished and nurtured by our life or not. Get in touch with your vulnerabilty. Feel it all with compassion if you can, since these feelings will fuel the next direction life manifests.

Excerpts from the conversations I have had with several people this week:

“I am seeing how in the past I told a certain story that used me to feel insecure and seek comfort though communication. I am realizing now that when I change the story to reflect what I deeply know, I feel far more secure and don’t need to entertain the scary stories or seek validation, because I know what is deeply true for me.”

“If your car was spinning out of control, look at the road, not the trees. Focus on our fear right now will dive us right into it. Keeping our eyes on where we want to go will guide our behavior toward it.”

“I had no idea that the thing I was leading with, is actually the label that is limiting me. I realize I am actually so much more than that label and I have so many more gifts. It’s weird when our perceived strengths suddenly seem like they are actually crutches and barriers.”

“I know that the most loving thing we can do is honor how I actually feel, without judging it, and trust that even if how I feel is from a wounded place, It’s still valid and needs to be seen and acknowledged rather than bulldozed over.”

“The growth feels hard, but I feel strong in the face of it. Like the foundation is getting stronger as we pull out all the stuff we brushed under the rug.”

“When we focus on ourselves, and if there is something wrong with us, the energy drains out. Try focusing on how attractive they are and all the things that make them special. See how that feels in your body. Where we observe from changes the way we feel in dramatic ways.”

Add some of yours if you like.